Asparagus Posted June 6, 2016 Share Posted June 6, 2016 3 minutes ago, LadyD said: I have 3 degrees. So I am either too smart and over qualified or I don't have enough experience. Then there is my social anxiety, major depression, PTSD and a personality disorder. The longer I have gone without a job the less 'job ready' I am. Net result I now have to apply for a government pension because I am so broke after 4 years without a proper job. Basically I have gone stir crazy and it made my mental illness worse being out of work to point where I doubt I would be able to keep a job if I got one. Reminds me of Perception... http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1714204/ ... Well, there is a certain level of crazy where you could just "act" normal... then eventually you get used to it and it becomes normal... (that's what I did being a bit on the crazy side as well... or was it just teenage hormones? .-.) How bad/good is your condition? ;-; I personally like a little crazy huehueuhue O__O Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted June 6, 2016 Author Share Posted June 6, 2016 I lost my last two jobs due to my mental health. I was able to deal with drunken people- the anxiety attacks were really bad. Then my other job got rid of me because they saw the scars I had over my wrists. :/ My condition fluctuates between me being mostly okay and me not wanting to leave the house for days at a time. One of the problems I have is that due to Night terrors etc I need about 12 hours sleep a night. Most of which isn't restful. If I don't get that much sleep I start to hear things and then see things.... so yeah thats not fun. At least now I know how to avoid that, sleep is important. It does mean I don't have as much 'active' time as I want. I also get very tired easily, anaemic and just depression. So yeah my health is not good these days. I am very stressed out over trying to find a place to live etc Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Asparagus Posted June 6, 2016 Share Posted June 6, 2016 4 minutes ago, LadyD said: Then my other job got rid of me because they saw the scars I had over my wrists. :/ ... I hear a good concealer should do the trick... @_@ 7 minutes ago, LadyD said: My condition fluctuates between me being mostly okay and me not wanting to leave the house for days at a time. One of the problems I have is that due to Night terrors etc I need about 12 hours sleep a night. Most of which isn't restful. If I don't get that much sleep I start to hear things and then see things.... Chamomile tea and a cozy blanket? (and some snuggles) 8 minutes ago, LadyD said: I also get very tired easily, anaemic and just depression. So yeah my health is not good these days. Horse Radish? (I like how this tastes too .-.) 10 minutes ago, LadyD said: I am very stressed out over trying to find a place to live etc Umm... can't you move back in with your parents for a while? ... I don't really know what to say but... Imagine a virtual hug ;-; Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted June 6, 2016 Author Share Posted June 6, 2016 I take my medication, I see my therapist and I work slowly on things. My mother lives um... queensland I think? I don't know and my dad won't allow me to move back home. I think its due to my cats? I don't know, my father and I have a complex relationship that fluctuates between me being okay with him and me not speaking to him. He can be a real *insert family friendly forum term to relate nature of this person*. Basically I have very few friends and little family. So not a great support structure around me, I am on my own for a lot of this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Asparagus Posted June 6, 2016 Share Posted June 6, 2016 7 minutes ago, LadyD said: My mother lives um... queensland I think? And where are you? .-. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted June 6, 2016 Author Share Posted June 6, 2016 3 minutes ago, Asparagus said: And where are you? .-. About 4000km away? Australia. Its big. She is on the east coast I am on the west. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Asparagus Posted June 6, 2016 Share Posted June 6, 2016 ... Wanna marathon Perception with me on the couch? I got popcorn and a choice in plain salt, sour cream, and barbecue flavorings... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted June 6, 2016 Author Share Posted June 6, 2016 Its bed time. ^_^ I dont feel very well. Vertigo has given me nausea for a free bonus. Oh yay. >.< I have started a new set of meds in the game to try clear the blockage. Here is hoping eh? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Asparagus Posted June 6, 2016 Share Posted June 6, 2016 4 minutes ago, LadyD said: Its bed time. ^_^ I dont feel very well. Vertigo has given me nausea for a free bonus. Oh yay. >.< I have started a new set of meds in the game to try clear the blockage. Here is hoping eh? I guess it's about... 12am for you? Well, Good night then Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RyanandLink Posted June 6, 2016 Share Posted June 6, 2016 54 minutes ago, LadyD said: my father and I have a complex relationship that fluctuates between me being okay with him and me not speaking to him. sounds familiaaaaaaaaaaar :/ (also g'night did a legendary no night terrors enchantment spell potion magic ultra extreme barbeque cookiecutter shark edition B]) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GiddyGuy Posted June 6, 2016 Share Posted June 6, 2016 3 hours ago, RyanandLink said: barbeque What if she doesn't like barbecue? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted June 6, 2016 Author Share Posted June 6, 2016 I dont remember having any but that doesnt mean I didn't. I don't always wake up, my sleep monitor will tell me if I did move around a lot. I did take a night time flu meds so maybe I was just out. Today I have to try and get some of this massive amount of paper work done. Boo. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted June 10, 2016 Author Share Posted June 10, 2016 My toe has a fracture in it that is mostly healed so nothing to do about it now. The vertigo from the blocked ear is still going I am now on a nasal spray but if that fails there is nothing else to do- so it could take about 6months to clear on its own. Its causing vertigo now. Which is unpleasant. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PiturcaClaudiuStef Posted June 10, 2016 Share Posted June 10, 2016 10 minutes ago, LadyD said: My toe has a fracture in it that is mostly healed so nothing to do about it now. The vertigo from the blocked ear is still going I am now on a nasal spray but if that fails there is nothing else to do- so it could take about 6months to clear on its own. Its causing vertigo now. Which is unpleasant. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted July 4, 2016 Author Share Posted July 4, 2016 Update time I did Supanova convention. It was okay but then I got food poisoning and that was less fun. I have filed with the courts to get my bond back off my crazy land lady. I have started the huge piles of paperwork that need doing. I have ruined my right shoulder, its a mess and it has a huge Bursitis, the medication they gave me has made me really sick. My dad keeps trying to push me to do volunteer work somewhere. I am majoryly depressed so I dont much care for the idea right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mobbstar Posted July 4, 2016 Share Posted July 4, 2016 How do you keep contracting all of these ailments?! It's so sad its funny again! Oh well, you are not giving up and take matters into your own hands. That's the spirit! Volunteer work, really? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AnonymousKoala Posted July 4, 2016 Share Posted July 4, 2016 4 hours ago, LadyD said: Update time I did Supanova convention. It was okay but then I got food poisoning and that was less fun. I have filed with the courts to get my bond back off my crazy land lady. I have started the huge piles of paperwork that need doing. I have ruined my right shoulder, its a mess and it has a huge Bursitis, the medication they gave me has made me really sick. My dad keeps trying to push me to do volunteer work somewhere. I am majoryly depressed so I dont much care for the idea right now. For a depressed person you sound waaaay more productive than most, so kudos on that at least, and the usual hope it gets better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted July 4, 2016 Author Share Posted July 4, 2016 I have so many old injuries- both shoulders have bursitis. I put tears in 3 ligaments of one knee. I almost fractured knee cap of the other. I have carpel tunnel in both wrists. I almost broke my neck when I was 19. Left me with bad neck and shoulders. My lower back has problems probably due to my breast size. I broken both my little toes in the past. My big toe is currently healing a fracture so that sucks. I have abdominal muscles cramping making my belly ache. My shoulder is messed up and the medication for that upset my stomach. As for my depression. I know how dangerous it is for me to 'be idle' I have to keep routine and busy or I really will fall apart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mobbstar Posted July 4, 2016 Share Posted July 4, 2016 ...you'd make a good horror book author. Just saying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted July 4, 2016 Author Share Posted July 4, 2016 All I would need to do is write my autobiography. All I would need to do is write my autobiography. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PiturcaClaudiuStef Posted July 4, 2016 Share Posted July 4, 2016 1 hour ago, Mobbstar said: ...you'd make a good horror book author. Just saying. i love horror books they always spook me :^ ) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyD Posted July 5, 2016 Author Share Posted July 5, 2016 I have severe abdominal pain... appendix or just muscle cramp. Who wants to take bets? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PiturcaClaudiuStef Posted July 5, 2016 Share Posted July 5, 2016 all of the above? i bet 5 pessos on muscle cramp. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mobbstar Posted July 5, 2016 Share Posted July 5, 2016 I bet two doodles on blind gut, but I sincerely hope it is just a cramp that goes away. It is unethical to bet on such things. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Asparagus Posted July 5, 2016 Share Posted July 5, 2016 I bet it's-- 6 hours ago, Mobbstar said: It is unethical to bet on such things. ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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