Game Closes to Desktop when Loading Save

When I try to load my current save, it crashes and closes to desktop without generating a crash log. I noticed that the issue started happening after I hit around cycle 400~. I was able to load an earlier save without issue, but once it continues past the "safe" save, the issues starts again. My player.log file mentions failed allocations, but I'm not sure what that means exactly. For more context, I'm able to start a new save without issue, and I have around 150 mods installed. Disabling mods still causes the save to crash on load.