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THATS IT IM DONE. I AM TIRED OF HAVING OBSESSIONS THAT ALWAYS CAHNGE. I AM TIRED OF NOT BEING ABLE TO COMMIT TO ANYTHING OR JUST FEEL LIKE ONE, WHOLE, PERSON. I ALWAYS TELL MYSELF THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE FAMOUS BUT I DO SECRETLY, BECAUSE I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW WHO I AM. I LOVE WRITING STORIES BECAUSE I CAN SHAPE AND MOLD THE WORLDS AND CHARACTERS ANY WAY I WANT, AND IT'S THE ONLY THING I REALLY FEEL LIKE I HAVE CONTROL OVER. I JUST WANT CONTROL AND CONSISTENCE, AND I'M TIRED OF MY BRAIN BEING A SEPARATE PART OF ME AND ALWAYS CONTROLLING EVERYTHING AND TAKING OVER MY LIFE AND NOT LETTING ME DO WHAT I JUST WANT TO DO. SO I AM GOING TO ERASE EVERY PIECE OF EVIDENCE THAT I HAVE EVER EXISTED ONLINE UNTIL MAYBE A COUPLE YEARS, OR AT LEAST UNTIL I FIGURE OUT HOW TO COMMIT. IS ANYONE GOING TO READ THIS? NO!! DO I GIVE A ****? NO!!!